I started watching porn and masterbating around the age of 12. I remember when I busted my first nut and told my father about it (weird, right?) I'm not sure why I started watching porn but it was easy to find due to it being all over the Internet.
Ever since then, I have been a porn addict. There have been times where I have watched porn and masterbated 4 times in a day. My addiction distorted my view of women and sex. When I first started having sex, I was disappointed and confused because it didn't feel as good to me compared to watching porn and masterbating.
As my desires got stronger, I began to watch different kinds of porn. From interracial, hentai, and even ladyboy porn. I watched everything and anything that aroused me. I even started to read porn and hentai magazines.
As I write this, I made a conscious decision to be vulnerable by admitting this to the world because writing how I feel is very therapeutic for me. I am going through a transformation of sorts right now, so I hope this little dialogue will help someone else who has gone through the same thing.
"Hey Professor, so, did you like my short essay?" I said as he finished reading my essay out loud.
